idielastyr

I recall everything here on my mind Still singin' our moment when we're still alive You said we'll never leave each other till we die So why I am dying alone here tonight? The birds are still singing Hello every morning But you never did And I wouldn't change anything here in my heart But darling, would be this worth enough Saying I love you Sometimes I think and I'm wondering Do you still miss me like we were used to be? Hoping that you come back soon to me I'm still clinging Promise, I'd do everything The birds are still singing Hello every morning But you never did And I wouldn't change anything here in my heart But darl

You don't even know what I am going through... I really do love you.. Are you numb enough to not feeling it so? And hey! Thank you for causing me so much pain up until this very night. I don't actually know what to do.. Or do I have to come over you and tell you what I feel almost every second, every day of my life since you left me unexpectedly? Am I a sort of a garbage to doing it so? I really, really do love you ever since!! Ever since!!! I'd do everything I know I can when I thought I really have you.. I thought I have you, your heart, your love.. It suffocates me. I can't hardly breathe nor understand what was going on.. Why? Everyda

"If I'll die tomorrow, would you laugh the whole night?" Its really kind of tragic right now.. Not having you seems so helpless to move-on. Like suicide just thinking of you with her.. (never let her go..) Oh, my.. I couldn't imagine that I'm starting again.. After 3 years of my heart's suspension.. Being stuck up for a long year. Then fell in-love with another wrong guy.. hahaha.. I don't know if life is fair enough. Or fate has gotten me in a great play. A fuckin' trip that surely I won't even forget. It isn't the end. And hey! I'm still alive. Stood up in front of you Pretending I'm okey.. I'm really, really fine.. Soon